tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91848334509116863842011-07-09T01:29:54.377+08:00Ceritera di alam maya..... Lucillekan dirimu!!!!Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.comBlogger241100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-81412144734464860622010-01-02T21:49:00.002+08:002010-01-02T22:04:31.366+08:00As salam..<br />sikda nak bagus agik mun memulakan sesuatu dgn salam...<br />n bismillah..ehehe..<br /><br />selamat tahun baru semua...tahun baru omputeh laa..<br />ariya tahun baru islam...<br />tok tahun baru omputeh..<br /><br />tibanya tahun baru...(duak2)<br />harapan aku semakin menggunung...azam pun semakin byk...<br />muncul nya sesuatu yg baru..<br />perginya yg lamak....<br />ada yg mendatang kan kebahagiaan..<br />ada yg memberik kesedihan..<br />tahun baruk aku...<br />di mulakan dgn kehadiran sesuatu yg istimewa.....<br />sesuatu yg membahagiakan..<br />sesuatu yg menggembirakan...<br />yg memberi harapan....<br /><br />sesuatu yg buat mlm jadi terang..<br />sesuatu yg mewujudkan keajaiban di dalam kemustahilan dan keraguan...<br />sesuatu?..<br />bukan..<br />insan...<br />yg kini...bertakhta di hati...sebagai insan paling di sayang...<br /><br />taun 2009...<br />byk2 benda di lalui...<br />dari awal tahun 2009...<br />menyaksikan diri ini berubah..<br />berubah menjadi lebih baik....<br />utk meninggalkan kepahitan tahun lepas..<br />hidayah datang...<br />membersihkan aku...<br />di pertengahan tahun...<br />aku di mandikan harapan..<br />yg aku juga berguna...<br />aku pon ada nilai...<br />ada sumting about aku...<br />yg boleh memarketkan aku..<br />bukan market gigolo...<br />tapi..market laa..ahaha...laku laa saham tek...<br />bukan saham begerek...<br />tapi saham dirik tok..<br />nilai dirik kita....<br />mampukah kita berjaya...<br />mampukah kita meraih sesuatu...<br /><br />kerna tempat itu...<br />kerna takdir telah menetapkan..<br />kerna sudah suratan....<br />di tempat itu..<br />insan itu ku temui...<br />berupa hati yg meratapi...<br />sesuatu...<br />entah..kenak aku tertawan..<br />mungkin sudah suratan..<br />hati ini memang di takdirkan utk dirinya..<br />ehehhe...<br />dan kini...<br />bersamanya...<br />insyaAllah...<br />selamanya...<br /><br />:)<br /><br />azam tahun baru....<br />hehehe....menjadi lebih bahagia....<br />dan berjaya dalam kerjaya..<br />amin...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-8141214473446486062?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-44868735335760932092009-11-13T18:08:00.003+08:002009-11-13T18:12:10.311+08:00Di sini...<br />Redha dgn dugaan...<br />jauh jadi cabaran...<br />jarak jadi pertaruhan...<br /><br />Semakin...<br />...<br />semakin...<br /><br />sabar..<br />sabar.....<br />kepercayaan...<br />itu sakit..<br />tapi sabar...<br />ubatnya..<br />redha ubatnya..<br />hadui...<br /><br />jauh..<br />jauh..<br />jauh...<br />aku kini siapa2?..<br />bukan lagi...<br /><br />bila lagi?<br />cepat cepat..<br />harus cepat..<br /><br />jauh..<br />semakin..<br />hmm...<br />akan d genggam erat..<br />janji..<br />ikrar...<br /><br />akan di pegang kuat...<br />percaya..<br />sabar...<br /><br />doa ada..<br />usaha ada..<br />redha ada..<br />serah ada..<br /><br />jgn risau..<br />semua nya tidak ada apa2..<br />sabar sabar..<br />percaya percaya..<br /><br />hmm...<br />sabar...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-4486873533576093209?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-23202814864606940562009-10-14T17:55:00.002+08:002009-10-14T17:58:13.123+08:00Seharian termanggu..<br />melayan hati..<br />gundah...<br />takut...<br />mahu nya ku cabut rasa yg kurang enak ini..<br />Kerja ku terganggu...<br />FOkus ku terbabas...<br /><br />Hanya satu di fikiranku..<br />gundah ku..<br />takut ku...<br />hmm...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-2320281486460694056?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-88022655307057406902009-10-02T03:05:00.003+08:002009-10-02T03:17:53.863+08:00Tiada mampu nya aku utk lari..<br />Tiada dayanya aku utk pergi..<br />Berdiriku di sini..<br />Kerna aku mau ini...<br /><br />Bukan tidak mampu..<br />BUkan tiada daya..<br />utk beransur..<br />utk pergi..<br />utk undur..<br />Tapi kehendak ku adalah utk tetap..<br />kehendakku adalah kerna aku mao kekal..<br />Dan aku tidak mampu melawan taikdir ini..<br />Kerana hati ku sendiri mau ini...<br /><br />Tidak seganjak pun aku maok beralih..<br />TIdak sesaat pun aku mau berkalih..<br />Dari itu yang aku pilih..<br />Dari itu yg aku kasih..<br /><br />Teda sesaat mau ku alpa..<br />Teda sehari mau ku lupa..<br />walau batu jadi halangan..<br />walau angin jadi rintangan....<br /><br />usah di tanya kenapa kekal...<br />usah di tanya kenapa cekal..<br />usah di bicara kenapa tetap..<br />usah di bicara yang tak terungkap...<br /><br />di sini berdiri jgn di persoal..<br />di sini bertahan jgn di sangkal..<br />kerna hati mao ini..<br />kerna ini...di cintai....<br /><br />teda mampu utk pergi..<br />kerna mampu aku hanya utk di sini..<br />mau aku hanya di sini..<br />ingin aku..doa aku...hanya di sini...di sisi...<br /><br />kerna teda di hati ini mau terlepas..<br />teda rasa ini mau terkupas...<br />kerna ini anugerah...<br />seluruh raga akan ku curah...<br /><br />teda akan ku mau pergi..<br />dari sisi yg di cintai..<br />dari diri yg ku rindu...<br />dari insan bernama Marlini...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-8802265530705740690?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-8789807004592780532009-09-29T18:29:00.004+08:002009-09-29T18:32:14.505+08:00Jgn tertipu....ini gambar nya..ini orang nya...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MQU1nvMefgI/SsHhvr1rhLI/AAAAAAAAAXk/Gn39sI4v-S8/s1600-h/P1010946.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MQU1nvMefgI/SsHhvr1rhLI/AAAAAAAAAXk/Gn39sI4v-S8/s320/P1010946.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386834838649799858" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />jgn terpedaya dgn paras nya yg kecil molek...dgn kecomelan dan kemanisan nya......jgn tertipu......bahaya...<br /><br />ehehe...baby wana...ermmuuaaaahhh!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-878980700459278053?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-10870055539328041632009-09-29T18:06:00.003+08:002009-09-29T18:25:51.896+08:00RAYA 2009....keluarga ku..~~<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_MQU1nvMefgI/SsHgN4CZvMI/AAAAAAAAAXc/CwOfoCjL340/s1600-h/ianfamili.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_MQU1nvMefgI/SsHgN4CZvMI/AAAAAAAAAXc/CwOfoCjL340/s320/ianfamili.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386833158297205954" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Gambar ini saja memerlukan lebih dar 7 take....kenapa?...tak percaya??...<br />kerna si kecil berbaju oren itu....<br />gambar ini di bintangi oleh karekter2 yang berpeluh2....fuh~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-1087005553932804163?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-31428668662980850582009-09-29T18:03:00.000+08:002009-09-29T18:04:35.507+08:00Mana aku..?<br />Mana?<br />Kasihan…<br />Tiada…<br /><br />Mana aku…mana?..<br />Tedah..<br />Teda yg perasan..<br /><br />Sapa kamu..<br />Apa mahu mu..!.<br />Kau Cuma memaksa..<br />Kau menceroboh!<br />Ah kau bawa susah saja…<br /><br />Dimana aku..<br />Aku tau layaknya aku…tiada bersama ku..<br />Aku tau..bala itu saja yg termampu…<br />Mana aku mana aku..<br /><br />Sapa kamu…<br />Sapa kamu..<br />Kamu meminta2!<br />Aku tidak paham kamu..<br />Kamu tidak paham aku..<br />Pergi kamu..<br />Aku bosan..<br />Aku celaru!..<br /><br />Mana aku..<br />Mana aku..<br />Langkah ku semua salah..<br />Bicara ku semua silap..<br />Kenapa aku..<br />Kenapa aku…<br />Layak nya aku..tiada bersama ku..<br />Apa harus ku buat?<br /><br />Sapa kamu…<br />sapa?..<br />aku cakap sudah!...<br />aku cakap lupakan!..<br />kamu tidah paham?..<br />kamu mau aku marah?..<br />sudah!<br /><br />Mana aku..<br />Mana aku..<br />Suruhanku adalah paksaan..<br />Pintaku adalah beban..<br />Aku Cuma minta sedekah..<br />Sedekah prihatin dan patuh…<br />Aku salah aku salah…<br />Aku terlalu meminta..<br />Maap maap…<br /><br />Sapa kamu..<br />Sapa kamu…<br />Aku tidak paham benar..<br />Aku tidak paham benar..<br />Ya udah…<br />Ya udah..<br />Aku bosan….aku lemah begini..<br />Asyik2 begini..<br /><br />Mana aku..<br />Aku.<br />Aku lemah..<br />Tiada daya utk yang betul2..<br />Tepat2…<br />Maaf maaf..<br />Maksud ku baik..<br />Maaf maaf..<br />Tiada lagi pinta itu jadi amalan ku..<br />Kalo itu mahu mu..<br />Maap maap..<br />Aku silap..<br />Maap…<br /><br />Sapa?<br />Sapa kamu?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-3142866866298085058?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-6601463212527105892009-09-29T17:58:00.000+08:002009-09-29T18:00:30.436+08:00Lontar..<br />Hempas…<br />Bantai..<br /><br />Apa saja mahu mu utk melepaskan..<br />Apa saja cara mu utk meluahkan..<br />Apa saja gaya mu utk menempiaskan…<br /><br />Ah!..yang panas2 perlu di sejokkan…<br />Jgn kau api2 kan lagi..<br />Ah!...kau tahu kau perlu di sejokkan…<br />Iya..di lembutkan bara nya biar hilang…<br /><br />Tidak tentu arah..<br />Parah kalo terlepasnya amarah..<br />Barah kalo di simpan tanpa di perah…<br /><br />Arghh~…<br />Kau lepas saja rasa mu itu..<br />Kau buang saja…<br /><br />Dari ia membelenggu..<br />Dari ia memedih..<br /><br />Baik kau buang saja..<br />Cepat!..<br />Sebelum kau menggila..<br />Cepat!..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-660146321252710589?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-79703087280872857242009-09-29T17:43:00.000+08:002009-09-29T17:57:13.819+08:00Teda menariknya..<br />Bila muncul nya balah..<br />Tiada yang cantek nya..<br />Bila datang amarah..<br /><br />Kenapa tiada yang mau membiar panah2 itu meratah daging badan…..<br />Kenapa mau di tangkis dan d hambur kembali segala serangan…<br /><br />Kenapa tidak di biar aja mereka puas dgn serangan2…<br />Biar nanti mereka penat….<br />Tau juga mereka nanti mereka salah..<br />Tau juga nanti mereka mengalah..<br /><br />Tapi mengapa teda yg mau undur dulu..<br />Undur itu bukan nya mau kalah..<br />Tapi undur itu tanda setuju..<br />Setuju kedaan patut di tangani dahulu..<br />Dgn segala perancangan jitu..<br />Bukan mengalah..<br />Tapi berubah rentak..<br /><br />Mengapa ada saya pisau mau di hayun..<br />Melukai diri2 yg terluka..<br />Mengapa tidak di matikan aja tuan punya badan..<br />Ini tidak..<br />Di biarkan terluka dgn parut2 yg terbawa slamanya..<br />Mengapa tidak pisau itu di tuakr dgn bunga2 an..<br />Di tukar dgn kasih..<br />Di tukar dgn rindu domba…<br />Di tukar dgn persefahaman..<br />Biar senjata itu di ubah..<br />Dari yang menyakiti…<br />Kepada yang memulih..<br />Yang membaiki…<br />Nanti semua boley senang hati…<br />Saling memahami…<br /><br />Lumrah…tiada yang mau mengalah…<br />Ada peluang saja terus mau terjah…<br />Iya lah…tak mao kalah..<br />Musti maok tunjuk gah..<br />Takut pula di kata lemah..<br />Padahal mengalah itu bukan lemah..<br />Beransur dari balah bukan kalah…<br />Cuma mengawal keadaan yg parah..<br />Dari terus bedarah2…<br /><br />Satu masa nanti..<br />Kan terlihat…<br />Mana arah yg dipilih…<br />Mana cara yg terbaik..<br />Mana gaya yg tercerdik…<br /><br />Iya…di harap semua nya nanti akan berubah..<br />Dgn berserah…<br />Bukan pasrah..<br />Berserah..<br /><br />Di dahulukan dgn doa dan usaha susah..<br />Pada tuhan yg satu…<br />Allah….<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-7970308728087285724?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-78856627598406799942009-09-29T17:42:00.001+08:002009-09-29T17:42:39.492+08:00Mencintai kamu…<br />umpama mencintai diriku sendiri..<br />umpama menghirup udara..<br />Agar aku terus hidup….<br /><br />Mencintai kamu..<br />Bagaikan membenarkan cahaya matahari..<br />Hadir dalam hari2 ku..<br />Menerangi ku…menyinari ku…<br /><br />Mencintai kamu<br />Menghidupkan aku…<br />Menyegarkan aku…<br />Membangkitkan aku..<br /><br />Mencintai kamu..<br />Membawa kebahagiaan..<br />Membawa tawa riang..<br />Membawa segala harapan ..<br /><br />Mencintai kamu..<br />Adalah segalanya…<br />Adalah dunia ku..<br />Adalah tanggungjawabku…<br /><br />Mencintai kamu..<br />Adalah janji ku..<br />Adalah doa2 ku..<br />Yg ku pahat dalam diri ku…<br />Selamanya….<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-7885662759840679994?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-5440262597007199642009-09-29T17:37:00.000+08:002009-09-29T17:40:57.961+08:00Di mana berdirinya kamu?<br />Di mana?<br />Kau ku lihat ada dua kaki…<br />Tapi kaki mu tampak lemah…<br />Kaki mu tampak seperti ada cacat celanya…<br /><br />Di mana diri nya kamu..<br />Kamu di letakkan di samping…<br />Tapi teguh nya diri mu itu ada cela nya..<br />Ada cacatnya…<br /><br />Adakah kerna dirinya mu itu…<br />Belum lagi sempurna..<br />Belum lagi terlihat kekukuhannya..<br />Belum lagi tersinar…ketuanannya…<br />Di mana kamu berdiri?...<br /><br />Mana kamu berdiri..<br />Adakah memimpin atau mengikut…<br />Atau di antaranya..<br />Adakah kamu berada di antara tanggungjawab dgn suka2…<br />Atau dirinya kamu cuma menyukupkan syarat kewujudanmu…<br /><br />Adakah hadirmu cuma tuk mengisi…<br />Adakah hadirmu tiada kelibat pelindung…<br />Adakah hadirmu kurang auranya seorang ketua…<br />Adakah hadirmu layaknya utk di jadi yah sah?...<br /><br />Di mana dirinya kamu sebagai lelaki..<br />Di mana taring mu..<br />Di mana senjatamu….<br />Di mana gah mu…<br />Yg sepatutnya ada…<br />Utk dia tunduk pada mu..<br />Taat padamu..<br /><br />Di manakah kamu berdiri…<br />Di mana?.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-544026259700719964?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-83080695121216746052009-09-14T20:24:00.003+08:002009-09-14T20:34:00.958+08:00Iya....<br />Hanya Dia yang mampu memalam kan siang ku..<br />Hanya Dia yang mampu menghujani hari cerah ku...<br />Hanya Dia yang mampu mendinginkan musim panas ku....<br />Hanya Dia...<br /><br />Iya..<br />Hanya Dia yang mampu membuat ku tersipu...<br />Membuat ku membatu...<br />Hanya dia yang mampu membuat air mata ku...<br />Satu rahmat...<br /><br />Iya...<br />Hanya Dia yg terbayang2 di kala fikiranku meninggalkan jasad..<br />Hanya Dia yg mengubat yang tak terubat...<br />Hanya Dia yg membuat diri ku yakin...<br />Membuat ku terus tabuh...<br /><br />Iya...<br />Hanya DIa..<br />Tuhan ku..<br />Allah...<br />Yang mampu menggerakan segala2 nya dalam hidup ku....<br /><br />Dan kamu...<br />Tiada selain mu...yg mampu menggerakkan hati ku...<br />Utk menadah kepadaNYa....<br />Engkau malam2 ku...<br />Engkau cahaya siang ku..<br />Engkau musim2 ku...<br />segala tangis segala tawa..<br />dan hanya Tuhan ku yang mampu menggerakkan itu semua..<br />Dan hanya kepada Nya....aku mohon..<br />Utk Kamu...<br /><br />KepadaNya aku berdoa..<br />Utk Kamu....<br />Kepada nya...aku berminta..<br />utk Kamu..<br />.....yg umpama segalanya...<br />Dan hanya Dia....<br />yg mampu mengatur segalanya..<br />Tuhanku...<br />Allah...<br /><br />dan utk Kamu...<br />Kekasihku...<br />dan Utk aku..<br />Kekasih mu...<br /><br /><br />(---<-<@ utk marlini yg di kasihi).....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-8308069512121674605?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-61994661423137298872009-09-14T20:07:00.003+08:002009-09-14T20:15:43.968+08:00Gayanya gembira...<br />layaknya utk senyum sampai bila...<br />girang rupanya..<br />teda henti2 mengukir ceria...<br /><br />petah kegembiraan...<br />adakah cuma di luaran...<br />telatah kegirangan..<br />adakah hanya bayangan....<br /><br />pernah hancur hatinya..<br />pernah larut jiwanya..<br />di kutis2 perasaan nya..<br />di siat2 hatinya...<br /><br />hanya dia yang merasa...<br />hanya tuhan yang tau apa kata hatinya..<br />tidak juga...<br />yg dekat2 juga sayang padanya..<br />tidak mahu dia terluka...<br />tapi apa daya...<br />lemah seorang pencinta..<br />kudrat seorang pencinta...<br /><br />harap girangnya utk slamanya..<br />harap suka nya sampai bila..<br />harap duka tidak lagi menyapa..<br />harap silam tidak lagi menunjuk muka...<br /><br />di doakan agar dia sedar..<br />di doakan agar dia dapat melihat..<br />di doakan agar dia dapat mencari kuat...<br />utk masa depan yang tak terlihat...<br /><br />belajar dari silam mu..<br /><br />kau berhak yg terbaik....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-6199466142313729887?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-43444239288490318042009-09-03T22:02:00.002+08:002009-09-03T22:22:46.264+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MQU1nvMefgI/Sp_PG9CRbMI/AAAAAAAAAXU/HKE8X1SCTQE/s1600-h/cin.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MQU1nvMefgI/Sp_PG9CRbMI/AAAAAAAAAXU/HKE8X1SCTQE/s320/cin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377244198473919682" border="0" /></a><br />Us..cuma dua..<br />Bukan satu bukan tiga..<br />tapi dua...<br /><br />Us kau dan aku..<br />bukan dia bukan mereka..<br />tapi kau aku...<br /><br />Us..<br />kau genggam tangan ku..<br />erat...<br />enggan di lepaskan walau sesaat...<br /><br />Us...<br />Kau dan aku erat...<br />terikat oleh satu hakikat..<br />yg kau dan aku sejasad..<br /><br />Us..<br />aku cinta kamu..<br />kau cinta aku..<br />kita mencintai..<br /><br />Us...<br />kau perlu aku..<br />sebagaimana aku perlu kamu...<br />sampai saat kita bersatu..<br />sampai masa kita satu...<br /><br />Us..<br />kita..<br />pada janji janji..<br />pada harapan...<br />pada kasih..<br />pada sayang..<br />pada cinta..<br />yg tidak akang kurang...<br /><br />us..<br />hingga ke satu masa...<br />hanya kita berdua....<br />hingga syurga..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-4344423928849031804?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-38704018021586968942009-08-23T22:48:00.000+08:002009-08-23T23:09:31.249+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/gNZQg2Nmv58&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/gNZQg2Nmv58&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight<br />Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time<br />I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts<br />I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out<br /><br />I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing<br />With a broken heart that's still beating<br />In the pain is there is healing<br />In your name I find meaning<br />So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on<br />I'm barely holdin' on to you<br /><br />The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head<br />I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead<br />I still see your reflection inside of my eyes<br />That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life<br /><br />I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing<br />with a broken heart that's still beating<br />In the pain is there is healing<br />In your name I find meaning<br />So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on<br />I'm barely holdin' on to you<br /><br />I'm hangin' on another day<br />Just to see what you will throw my way<br />And I'm hanging on to the words you say<br />You said that I will, I'll be ok<br /><br />The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone<br />I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home<br /><br />I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing<br />with a broken heart that's still beating<br />In the pain there is healing<br />In your name I find meaning<br />So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on<br />I'm barely holdin' on to you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-3870401802158696894?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-18853113873864860902009-08-23T00:00:00.003+08:002009-08-23T00:07:55.996+08:00First..<br />Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan kepada suma muslim!..<br />selamat berpuasa...<br /><br />Ya..hari pertama..<br />lapar...<br />dok di umah jak..<br />ke bazar...<br />sik semeriah kch..<br />tapi ok laa..<br />ada juak laa k tangga k beli..<br />sik laa kepak ne..<br />ya lah...dok umah jaa...<br /><br />teraweh sitok...<br />ada tazkirah before teraweh..<br />baruk stat tahun tok kaa<br />or di btu jak ada..<br />d kch sikda pun last year owh..<br />well..<br />perubahan...<br />beza juak posa sitok..<br />camney kaa asa posa sambil keja..<br />hmm...<br />isnin stat..<br />alahai...<br />mudahan minggu depan dapat balit..<br />amin~..<br /><br />slamat berpuasa!...<br />slamat beribadat di dalam bulan ramadhan yg mulia tok..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-1885311387386486090?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-84570408898450007302009-08-22T18:04:00.002+08:002009-08-22T18:15:45.207+08:00Yep...we are in the same team...<br />ari ya...ahey daa jam....past 12 dee...eh..past 1 sumting...<br />suma orang lapar time ya....<br />merungut2 jak konco2 ku..<br />ya lah...temasok ku sendirik...<br />last2...miak te mcd mcd jak...<br />david...one of our team member....<br />offered himself...<br />pegi tapau mcd mek orang..<br />so kirum la mek orang suma...<br />mek orang ari ya target tido lam opis...rami2...<br />13 of us..<br />eh..11 of us..<br />eh...tah lah...<br />eh..<br />jap...<br />me,fran,niza,david,em,bong,pija,lini,esah(lupak nama..tapi tok nama ku nunggah nya),lee.....<br />erm...sapa gik owh..ya jak laa...<br />yang pegi beli....dgn david...lini,lee n bong duak esah...eh..bong sik ekot..<br />so i ordered bic mac laa...ehehhe...<br />lamak juak nunggu..omost sejam..<br />sidak sampey...mbak suma makanan masok lam opis...<br />lalu suma laa melahap dgn ganas nya..ya laa suma lapar kan..<br />ya lah tek..<br />time ya...aku dah abis mkn laa...<br />so...lepak2 kaka ngan sidak....<br />time ya...tgh kaka ngan lini...pija....niza....yang lain dgr jak..ehehe..<br />so...nyaman2 laa tek aku tok melawak...nang kerja aku lah...jadi badut tok..<br />so melawak laa...<br />tiba2 laa tek...si lini tok...<br />tetak2 laa nya nang sik pat kontrol lagik...<br />sedar2...nyaman nya leput tetak....sampey big mac atas meja nya tugok ke lantey....<br />ahaha...lalu laa ku menambah kan lagik lawak bekenaan ngan terjatuh nya mcd...<br />semua laa orang tetak2..<br />si lini apa lagik..nya paling leput tetak...<br />besar ngangak nya time ya...masok ekzos waja 1.6 dapat...<br />sampey kan tetak leput2...alu bekepung2 ngan aku tek..<br />ya lah..tegal aku melawak big mac nya tugok...<br />tedah lini....<br />sikit jak nya makan..<br />lalu ari sigek tek..janji ngan nya nganti mcd...so aku nganti laaa.....<br /><br />ari mcd tugok ya...<br />sik akan aku lupak dari ingatan...<br />akan aku kenang selalu..<br />tawa si lini ya..<br />lain lah..polah aku asa lain...<br />polah aku makin terpikat..ahahha...<br />n tegal tawa.....<br />n kejadian mcd tugok ya lah..<br />aku gelar nya big mac...<br />ya nama yg aku letak dalam ym list...<br />marlini big mac...<br />yg kini....<br />marlini big mac ya...<br />adalah cinta aku...<br />aahahhaa...<br />owh..baby owh...<br />tedah nya big mac nya nerap atas lantey ari ya...ehehhee...<br />sampey bila2 sik akan ayg lupak..ehehhe....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-8457040889845000730?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-30095166257877837972009-08-20T13:17:00.001+08:002009-08-20T13:19:25.573+08:00I miss my big mac!<br /><br />Big Mac!!..miss uuu soooo mucchhh baby!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-3009516625787783797?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-34206053456399865512009-08-20T13:04:00.003+08:002009-08-20T13:11:39.485+08:00Nak 3 minggu...<br />posa pun sik lamak gik...<br />2 minggu dah...<br />in class training..<br />HSEQ awareness...<br />wah..ngantok juak eh....<br />minggu depan...<br />dah stat duty...<br />PAO...<br />Public Affair officer pun department....<br />haha..<br />posa pun stat juak...<br /><br />sama opis OPI...<br />hhmm..<br />bintulu...mun first time..pa jak ada..<br />first time nangga wayang di btu..<br />pandey rosak indah..<br />delay sejam..<br />sebab sumting wrong ngan filem kaa pemain filem..<br />pindah pegi wayang 2..<br />ok laa....settle..dapat juak nangga G.I joe..<br /><br />first time nait bas...<br />di sarawak tok.....<br />btu ke kch..<br />nait bas PB express..<br />kenak tinggal...<br />lelah bekepung sampe ke simpang btu sibu..nasib sempat..<br />hadui...<br />suma first time di btu tok..<br />nang malang jak..ahaha..<br />tapi...actually..<br />ok laa btu..<br />di sebalik kekurangan..<br />ada kelebihan..<br /><br />semakin rindu ngan insan istimewa dalam hati tok..<br />semakin jauh tapi semakin sayang...<br />thanx for fetching me up baby...<br />rah teminal...<br />happy lak to c u there...<br />amik ayg..<br />:)<br />weekend ya...is one of the best...<br />topping all di memories..<br />:)<br />love u so much b...<br />ermmuaaahhhh~!<br /><br />sik sabar nak jumpa nya gik...<br />rindu gilak2...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-3420605345639986551?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-31594427748499131122009-08-07T18:36:00.002+08:002009-08-07T18:46:36.262+08:00Ketika pagi itu pergi...<br />Aku melambai matahari...<br />lambaian yg terhenti..<br />bila aku ngerti semua ini mungkin fantasi....<br /><br />Ketika pagi itu pergi..<br />Kaki ku melangkah tanpa henti..<br />tujuan nya teda pasti..<br />langkah yg susah utk aku kunci..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu berlalu..<br />ku perhati satu satu..<br />imbasan kenangan yg ku pernah ada dulu..<br />semuanya yg lepas...yg sudah berlalu..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu berlalu..<br />ku tahu yg lepas itu lepas..<br />ku tahu yg dahulu itu dulu<br />ku tahu yg kenangan..hanya tinggal kenangan<br /><br />ketika pagi itu pergi...<br />hati ku tercalar oleh rasa itu<br />yg aku mauh berada di situ<br />yg semakin hari buat aku jitu..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu pergi..<br />aku pendam perasaan ini...<br />aku genggam kesabaran anugerah ilahi..<br />aku pasti semuanya akan jadi suatu hari nanti..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu pergi...<br />aku melafazkan doa..<br />doa utk dia bersama selamanya..<br />doa utk dia tabah dan setia...<br /><br />ketika pagi itu mulai hilang..<br />aku sedar aku terluka..<br />aku sedar aku cedera..<br />tapi itu semua tidak akan buat aku leka..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu mulai hilang..<br />ku sematkan semangat berjuang..<br />utk pertahankan cinta yg aku ada sekarang..<br />u buktikan yg aku bukan lelaki sebarang..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu sudah pergi..<br />ku amati dunia ini..<br />dugaan cabaran datang tak henti...<br />itulah ujian dari yg ilahi..<br /><br />ketika pagi itu sudah pergi..<br />aku bersiap..<br />bresiap utk masa hadapan..<br />bersiap utk maju ke depan....<br /><br />ketika pagi itu sudah tiada...<br />iman membuat ku berdiri kukuh..<br />sabar membuat ku utuh...<br />kepercayaan membuat ku tabuh...<br /><br />ketika pagi itu sudah pergi..<br />aku harap dia mengerti..<br />yg hanya dia seorang saja berdiri...<br />memenuhi ruang hati ini...<br /><br />ketika pagi itu...sudah tidak kelihatan...<br />aku sudah kepenatan...<br />merawat kelukaan...<br />menyematkan kekuatan..<br /><br />ketika tiada lagi pagi..<br />aku berdiri di sini...<br />aku tahu aku ada DIA...<br />tempat aku bersadu berdoa..<br />bila masa aku rasa tumpas kecewa...<br /><br />dan kemudian nya...bila tiada lagi pagi..<br />aku di sini....masih mempercayai..<br />dan tak mungkin aku di runtuhi..<br />kerada aku sedar..<br />semua itu dugaan yg kini..<br />membuat aku insan ini...<br />yg semakin menyintai...<br /><br />sabar lah....<br />sesungguh nya....insan yg sabar besar ganjarannya dari yang Esa...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-3159442774849913112?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-37683190476443150022009-08-07T18:33:00.000+08:002009-08-07T18:34:02.295+08:00FOR YOU!!!!!!<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/LNeF5cgrpp8&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/LNeF5cgrpp8&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />whatever it takes<br /><br />A strangled smile fell from your face<br />It kills me that I hurt you this way<br />The worst part is that I didn't even know<br />Now there's a million reasons for you to go<br />But if you can find a reason to stay<br /><br />I'll do whatever it takes<br />To turn this around<br />I know what's at stake<br />I know that I've let you down<br />And if you give me a chance<br />Believe that I can change<br />I'll keep us together whatever it takes<br /><br />She said "If we're gonna make this work<br />You gotta let me inside even though it hurts<br />Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"<br />She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be<br />You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"<br /><br />I'll do whatever it takes<br />To turn this around<br />I know what's at stake<br />I know that I've let you down<br />And if you give me a chance<br />And give me a break<br />I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better<br /><br />But remember the time I told you the way that I felt<br />That I'd be lost without you and never find myself<br />Let's hold onto each other above everything else<br />Start over, start over<br /><br />I'll do whatever it takes<br />To turn this around<br />I know what's at stake<br />I know I've let you down<br />And if you give me a chance<br />and believe that I can change<br />I'll keep us together whatever it takes<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-3768319047644315002?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-50707224117538748312009-08-07T18:30:00.000+08:002009-08-07T18:32:07.376+08:00FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_94J5fttVnk&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_94J5fttVnk&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />take me away<br /><br />this time what I want is you<br />there is no one else<br />who can take your place<br />this time you burn me with your eyes<br />you see past all the lies<br />you take it all away<br />I've seen it all<br />and it's never enough<br />it keeps leaving me needing you<br /><br />take me away<br />take me away<br />I've got nothing left to say<br />just take me away<br /><br />I try to make my way to you<br />but still I feel so lost<br />I don't know what else I can do<br />I've seen it all<br />and it's never enough<br />it keeps leaving me needing you<br /><br />take me away<br />take me away<br />I've got nothing left to say<br />just take me away<br /><br />don't give up on me yet<br />don't forget who I am<br />I know I'm not there yet<br />but don't let<br />me stay here alone<br /><br />this time what I want is you<br />there is no one else<br />who can take your place<br />I've seen enough and it's never enough<br />it keeps leaving me needing you<br /><br />take me away<br />take me away<br />I've got nothing left to say<br />just take me away<br /><br />take me away<br />take me away<br />I've got nothing left to say<br />just take me away<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-5070722411753874831?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-49282346538460438922009-08-07T18:19:00.003+08:002009-08-07T18:29:50.799+08:00it hurts when u say we're not ready<br />it hurts when u ignore...<br />it hurts when u say ur not worth it...<br />cuz im giving it all just for u to see it..n believe it..<br />that i want to be urs..<br /><br />but it wont kill me...<br />cuz the ony thing that will break me apart...<br />is u....leaving me...<br /><br />im in tears when u give up..<br />im in tears when u say u dont have faith...<br />im in tears....<br />when all the things i'd done....still wont make u...<br />die for me..<br />cry for me...<br /><br />but it wont kill me...<br />cuz the ony thing that will break me apart...<br />is u....leaving me...<br /><br />ure all worth it..<br />ure worth...dying for..<br />worth all the sweat n tears..<br />worth all the waiting years..<br />u are worth more than my past!..<br /><br />u are worth it..<br />dont chu noe that?.<br /><br />ure just the one...<br />n its hard for me to describe...<br /><br />u asked for a reason..<br />the reason im crazy for ya..<br />but i can't answer that...<br />cuz...<br />there is no reason to love ya..<br />i just love ya ...<br />n that love....is a gift...god gave to me..<br />n that gift...<br />is a prayer..<br />come true...<br /><br />ure just one of a kind..<br />ure just different...<br />n there is no reason or causes..<br />i just love you!....<br /><br />love you!...<br />loving u...<br />...<br />...<br />..<br /><br />what should i do?...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-4928234653846043892?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9184833450911686384.post-48789882180447438762009-08-07T18:07:00.002+08:002009-08-07T18:16:12.974+08:00Pasti...<br />im just sure about it..<br />whatever it takes...<br />ill make it...<br />im going through....<br />even through the hardest of path...<br />the deepest of valley...<br />the highest of mountains...<br /><br />im going for it..<br />i believe...<br /><br />this is it<br />n its final...<br />this is my decision..<br />this is my path..<br />what i live for...<br />u!..<br />u noe it!<br />n there is no one else!!<br /><br />if there is a way that u could see it...<br />plz god...<br />show it!..<br />tell her..<br /><br />that this is worth it..<br />that she is the ony one....<br /><br />im praying...<br />praying....<br /><br />to stay..<br />u...<br />i pray to stay...<br />u i pray to come here n say...<br />that im all over u..<br />that ure crazy for me...<br />n u noe...<br />that im crazy bout you..<br />im here..<br />ready to live for you...<br />whatever it takes...<br />for u to believe..<br />to see...<br /><br />patient is my weapon...<br />believe is my arenal...<br />ur love...<br />is my life...<br /><br />i pray...<br />n pray...<br />dear god..<br />make it clearer.<br />dear god..<br />make her believe..<br />dear god..<br />make her mine..<br />make me hers..<br />make us one....<br />dear god....<br />im on my knees...<br />im down...with tears...<br /><br />praying...<br />for the ony one..<br />to be the one..<br />n at end...<br />we are one....<br /><br />amin....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9184833450911686384-4878988218044743876?l=ianlu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ian LuciLLehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12652129950840611088noreply@blogger.com1